Tired

This morning I was supposed to go English tuition but then, my maid told me that my dog was gone, i was like? What the HELL?? My precious baby! I walk around the neighborhood while messaging carmen that i was not going tuition as I was really sick& I lost my dog! As I mention, I was sick, I still go and find my puppy. You can see how much I love him right?! I couldn't find him. I started crying like hell. I screamed at everyone except senz that went to skul&my other two god-sis that were still sleeping.
My mom decided to drive me around the neighborhood to find him.
We found him! He went to a malay ppl house and played with their kids! What the hell right? But still I am very happy that WE found him! Once again, I love him hahax!

And yea, I found another song today:)

趁早 before it's too late

到后来才发现爱你是一种习惯
我学会和你说一样的谎
你总是要我在你身旁
说幸福该是什么模样
你给我的天堂
其实是一片荒凉
要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好

要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好喔--------
爱已至此怎样的说法都能成为理由
我在这样的爱情里看见的
是男人的软弱
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好
忘了就好

I just found out that loving you is just a habit of mine,
And lying is what I learn from you,
You had always wanted me to stay by your side,
And tell me what happiness supposed to be,
But what you give me is actually a desolated place rather than heaven.
If I was cold enough to make a clean break,
then we would not be going through so hard now,
but I'm just too soft to do it, kept worrying about you,
because we loved before so I don't want a hurtful memories between us.

I could always smile and be a supporting role of yours,
and you would never noticed my torment,
If you dont want and wanted to quit, please be fast as I never said that I wanted you till the end,
I could just let go my feeling, and still love you,
looking at your arrogant with my cold eyes,
If its hard to go one, and wanted another one please be fast,
though I still yearn madly for your hug,
I would try to forget bout it.

Love until now could be another reason,
In this kind of situation I saw the weakness of a man.
:)

hahax It's just another great song!! :)

some of the lines were my feeling as well:)

Joyce:)