something out there.

I just got back from miri, & it was pretty amazing. I went with my brother to VCF (Varsity Christian Fellowship) for they had Praise & Worship night on saturday. It was different from YDM, the atmosphere & everything, but it all came back to praising one God together & it is Jesus. Being the usual me, I was all quiet cause i didn't know anyone there, as youu know me, I'll be really quiet & i only smile, unless i do know youu well. but, the people there was friendly & met a bunch of amazing peepos. Other than that, I was able to come to know a good church & be prepared when i'll be in Curtin, Miri studying. All i just have to do is ask them. next time, to confirm. :). i'm really excited going to curtin. but at the same time, i will do miss the peepos here. ):

anyways,thank goodness, I do not need to clean my brother's messy room, cause i went to out with him that day. i hate cleaning his mess. ): Other than that, i went shopping, i bought a pair of shoes, a sleeveless shirt with vest & a beach shorts. thats all. didn't have much time around. cause everywhere we went, it was heavy traffic jam. Basically, i spent my whole afternoon at Parkson on Sunday. Thats where i bought my shorts. its like rainbow coloured shorts. i LOVE! :) I found my shoes & clothes in this small little bouquet shop outside Boulevard today before we left to Brunei. not bad though. it's like flats but with a lil heels & there's straps over it. :). cause my feet, the right side is one size smaller than the other. (;

till here

muchLOVE,
chyi :)

read my heart :))

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now. :)) x

- Airplanes : B.o.B feat Hayley Williams

going miri tomorrow till monday. :)
don't miss me too much. (;

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

thoughts with Love.

Along the road,
i fell, they picked me up.
i gave up, they pushed me to run
i was wrong a million, billion times, they forgave
we fought, we laughed, we cried, we argued but we came a long way until today.
i still made mistake, cause i ain't perfect.
but youu accepted me that way.

this couple of days, i have been in a minor breakdown but they never fail to cheer me up. :) x
& all the hurt, the wounds are slowly poofing away. (:
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after the incident, the drama & everything, i couldn't find the confidence in me anymore to step out into this world. Everything changed, this year, recently, i met a bunch of extraordinary peepos, got closer to some peepos & still have the best time with Joyce&Cally. it brought my confidence back. :).

my so-called neighbour now ;D
playing Arne with her was really fun. (;
she's a really great company. :)

this i shall rememberr. (;

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SO,
here's another special person,
who have given me all the advices i need
when i feel like giving up, she would be just a call or text away to boost me back up.
she knows the right words for me, when i need it.
Eventhough sometimes she can be a little PERASAN, thats her & i love her that way. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
LOH KIM MEI
may youu have a great 17th birthday. :)
be filled with blessings & joy.

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OHHH & YVONNE CHU! i miss youu, my twin. ): having lunch, window-shopping, & HAVING my nails painted, laughing really loudly in yourr old antique car & making youu extra blurr.
good luck forr yourr classes in KL on Monday.

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

just there

no matter how stoopid youu think things are,
no matter how hard is to express it,
no matter how wrong youu thinkk youu are,
they're there. no matter what.
thats the beautiful magical thing about friendship. (:

iloveyouu.

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

what can i say noww.. (:

SCREW IT! - i'm just STOOPID thats all. ((:

tired of being all happyy when i'm not. :))

24 more days, shu en. (;

17 years of Life.

Happy birthday, Carmen Phuah! ((:
may youur birthday be filled with joy & Love.



i'll always remember the random-est korean singing of youu. (;

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

Be inspired!

i like staring at the raindrops.

Rain, rain please come.
the weather's killing me. (:
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When times get hard,
i asked myself,
what did i get myself into.

i tried to count on my own strengths
to keep walking on from the troubles,
from all the confusion,

after walking for a long time,
i looked behind & saw that i'm still near,
from where all the chaos still is.

I was tired, exhausted
yet, i still can't find any peace in me.
i was still lost.

gave up, surrendered
laid down & wait
for all to trample on me.

But i saw a light from the distance,
drawing to me,
giving me that warm feeling.

At that moment, i finally could rest.
i didn't hear any sound around me,
a still yet peaceful silence.

That instant,
it was all over,
the fight, the chaos was defeated

I heard a whisper in my ears,
& knew that everything was alright
overcame all.

In my heart,
i knew that it wasn't with my strength
that i was able to walk through all.

Jesus was there.
to carry me through all
accomplished the impossible.

trust in HIM, HE loves youu. (:

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BE INSPIRED. (:

Be inspired by the lil things in life, cause this lil things may bring a GREAT impact in your life.

I finally saw Carmen Phuah that day.

after like ages.
had lunch with her & Joyce.

i'll send the photos as soon as i find my camera cable, its somewhere. =p

muchLOVE,

chyi. (:

frustrations

everyday, i wake up & struggle to get myself up.
i wonder, what if, what if what if. .

i slammed my piano the other day, cause i was so stressed out on the exams. i couldn't get anything right, my fingers just jumble & stumble.&i ended up weeping on the piano. .

there was another thought in my head too. . & i didn't really know what to do.
i was doubting everything. unsure, unsecure. .


i just don't know whats up with me this days.
i'm tired, i'm sick, i just struggle to find something to do.
my head was filled with negative thoughts & failuree.
i was losing hope, losing sight. .
everything was just not going rightt. .


then, i came across this words todayy
Romans 8:24 - 25][" for it was by hope that we were saved ; but if we see what we hope for, then it is not really hope. For which of us hopes for something we see? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience."

& i broke down, cried and prayed. (:
after that, i felt so much better.

yes, i know youu're thinking, whats with herr. well, i have my times too. (:

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

they're the friends that will just run far with youu. (:

iLOVE! :))