开始懂了

today,i found a song that i really agreed with it. :0 I love it. Its a chinese song but I'll just translate it to English.
我竟然没有调头
最残忍那一刻
静静看你走
一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔
是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的
不由人的
何必激动着要理由
相信你只是怕伤害我
不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了
也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了 快乐是选择
I didn't walk away when I saw the most breaking heart part,
It's so not me that silently seeing you walk away,
Now then I know, people could be so soft,
Love is just like water, we can't stop it from flowing away,
So what's the point of being aggressive.
I believed that you're just worried that you would hurt me instead of lying to me,
because when you really love before, how could you let go so easily,
but when I'm awake, it announced that happiness would never come,
Used your broken heart and your smile to forgive, you would walk out from it anyway,
It's good to have yesterday though tomorrow would be alone,
and I finally knew that, happiness is a choice.

Isn't it a great song? :)

I'm SICK:(