Sunday, June 28, 2009

&another week. .

I dance with joy as HE has set me free. (:

i have been waiting to go back to school. but,noo, holidays extended one more week.
&i'm counting!
i miss school but at the same time, i want more holidays too? (:

guess who? :D

&i'm out! :D

muchLOVE!
chyi (:

Saturday, June 27, 2009

still holidays.

HELLOO!
today, i woke up quite early. went out with my mama.came home, went YDM & now i'm at home bumming around. thats basically what i do.

&guess what? (:
school holidays are extended to one more week.
i guess, a lot of youu know so already. oh wells. (:

happy b'day to Justina & Michelle Fung
(:

&i'm out!

muchLove!
chyi (:

stars go twinkle? (;

Friday, June 26, 2009

awesomelity? (:

Neoclassic music fun week feels like last year's rainbow concert. (:

i had an not a bad time.

mind my randomlity. (:


school's starting soon! yippee doolity? :D

r.i.p MJ! (: always a legend.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

i'm feeling awesomelity :D

yesterday i had an awesomelity afternoon. played pictionary in Neoclassic as it is music fun week. so, there's no lessons for the whole week. well, i had my performance last night. will be having on wednesday night & friday night again , too, i think :D.

i'm going out again soon to NeoClassic for the "Name that Pop tune" :D. i'll be horrible in it (:
soo, i'll be back only in the evening. cause i think i'll have practice.
i'm addicted of using LITY behind a lot of words.
for example : borelity, awesomelity.
i have no ideaa why. it all started one afternoon when i was chatting to someone. =p

mind my hyperlityness :D.
i'm still missing YOUTH CAMP =/.
Team D (:

muchLOVE!
chyi (:

Monday, June 22, 2009

i miss!

i'm being randomlity (:

but. .







i miss youu,guys!wanna go back to school. =(


&i'm out!
muchLOVE!
chyi(:

still missing youthcamp too. =/.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Break free


like i said in my previous post, youth camp was awesome. amazing! :D
its gonna be quite long, so embrace yourself. :D

went & registered at around 3? i found out i was in Group 10, with the girls , Michelle Tan ; ourr leader ,Angela,Pearly,Pat&Wendy (: our dorms were in form 3G with caroline's group. The games team,we were joined with group 4, the guys were Joel [leader], Tubbie, Ben,Kevin,Sam,Martin,Brian&Jeremy. which we are teamD. Our team was called chainbreaker(:
went to shower at around 5? i can't remember, then headed down for dinner.we had to say a password before having our meals. We then had our 1st session preached by Pastor Lawrence. & i enjoyed it (: eventhough, he sounds angry but the fact he's not, he's sermons was starightforward :D. The first session was about a purpose in your heart & to dare to be different. not to follow the temptations around us (: He also said that God will touch,transform & test us. Then, he prayed for us. some were touched by God as they began crying. (: then we had supper. ididn't had my supper though, i was feeling hungry. so i headed back & went to bed. but i couldn't sleep. slept & woke up every hour. 1, 2, 3, 4 am. Pat was my alarm clock as she woke me up at 5.25 to shower. some of the girls had woken up already. Went down for devotion at 7 with the girls (: discussed making the right desicions in our life. & having faith in God. then we had our breakfast. Then, team activity 1. so we were joined with group 4. so which means, group 10&4 =team D. first, we did the name juggling thingy? we had to memorise the specific order. one ball was okay, but when there were two, it was confusing. & we began to throw around, just saying hii. :D. then, we had the ring race. its basically, linking arms forming a circle & we couldn't let go. from one end to another, in our fastest time. we had 3 tries, taking the best time. the 1st&2nd attempt was successful, however the last failed. one,two go, for a while, BOOM, we all ended up colliding each other. it was funny in a way. Sam was beside me, & he was being lifted by me &Martin , so he's feet wasn't near the ground at all. it was funny! :D. then, we had session 2. started off with worship, as usual. & Pastor Lawrence talked about Integrity - doing the right thing,wherever youu are. making commitments & putting Jesus at the throne, meaning in your heart. Then, the pastor prayed for us. &i started crying. (: after session 2, we had lunch. then gameschallenge. the first was, linking to each other arms, can't break apart or else they will cut points & to choose 3 people to be blindfolded [ the blinds], 3 lames which means someone has to carry them for they were not able to touch the ground&3 mutes which means not able to talk. the blinds were Wendy,Pearl&Kevin. lames were Sam,Angela&Brian. while the Mute were Joel,Ben&Jeremy. Michelle directed Kevin where to go as she was linked with him , i lead pearl, while Pat or was it Tubbie lead Wendy. Martin, Tubbie,Joel&Jeremy carried the lames. it was an awesome challenge. it needed teamwork! (: However, Michelle got hurt in the bonus round as we all had to do push ups&sit ups. she was sent to the hospital. it was emotional for our group & we were worried. however, we continued our next games. the water balloon. it was alright, didn't get wet. =p. then, headed to shower. had dinner & Michelle came back! she's alright (: thank goodness! played fruit salad for a while then a pantomime which was awesome &then had our session3. it was about victory. there is no such thing as a defeated christian. then we had our prayers. (:. had supper & went up. some of us, the girls, ended up putting our feet outside the railings, sitting there. eating coffeeishchocolate cookies, going all hyped up :D. however, we were then told to go back to our rooms. had a good night sleep that night, as i didn't wake up.

The 3rd morning, Pat, woke me up again. at 5.30 this time. :D. shower ,then had devotions at 7. about second chances. (: God gives us second chance. then had breakfast. the team activity was about bringing as many people across from one end. its complicated to explain. it was quite fun. sorry pearl, for your leg! T.T , then had session4. talked about prayer. opening our mouth, speaking to God. we were then prayed to God out aloud. & suprisingly, i could. i was crying so badly,felt HIS presence & suddenly i black out. (: it was an amazing incredibly touching,emotional session. then we,girls,group 10 had lunch duty. served spaghetti. it was good. & did the dishes. the dishes was horrifying. as in really, it seems like a year dishes in my house. it was hot washing the dishes. finished it in an hour. team D had meeting. discussed about the human machine for tomorrow. then, games challenge. first, was the board quiz thingy. to snatch the right answer. our team was against, Marcus&Ryan's team. we lost to ryan's but won Marcus'. it was fun! then had three way captain ball. instead of two team, we had three team against each other. we were against, Marcus&Dennis team. playing with Dennis team, made me feel so tiny. as the boys were all muscular & they all are like basketballers. They could jump like real high to get the ball. & Leonard's hands were superduper long. i couldn't block the ball at all. they won all matches. after games, we went to wash up. had our dinner. then , session5. this session is a very special session. as we have a funeral service of us. as in, we confessed our sins & our sinful ways die & reborn again as we enter the coffin. it was a fake coffin but still. i screamed when pastor prayed for me when i entered the it. cause i felt it move & someone was pulling me out. i couldn't open my eyes. then i heard the pastor say, the bond, the sins are all broken. & i broke down into tears. i felt God's presence all around. everyone was crying. as we were all touched by God. as those who entered the coffin, all came out crying. i cried, God spoke to me, as He told me to let it all out. there's so much that i've been holding back. the rough patch i've been through, all came to life. when i opened my eyes, i saw becky. i spilled all to Becky. (: & i felt so much better. my heart began less heavy. then, went for supper. headedback to room, washed up. went to rachel's dorm, talked till 1 & went back. couldn't sleep until around 4. so basically i slept for only two hours. :D. cause i woke up at 6. i was soo soo tiredd. then had devotions at 7. discussed about having God shaped our life. Our life is all in his hands. we then had team practise for the human machine. we did a lawn mower. which Martin,Sam,Kevin&Jeremy was a very cute lawnmower. :D. had breakfast. then we did our lawn mower. the other group was funny & awesome (: HAHA. overall, Ryan's team won the whole game in camp.(: had our last session. talked about us, we being ambassadors of Christ. then, Pastor prayed for us, & ended up crying again. so was the others.
Sam won the most helpful. Surprisingly, i got the best camper & Mei fong got like the best participant or something like that? :D. had lunch. packed up, cleaned the class. & at around 2 it was time to go home. i went home at 2.30.

YOUTH camp always brings amazing experience & unforgetabble ones. this year was full with surprises. i enjoyed it very much, as well as all the other years i went. next year, youu'll see me there again. :D.

Some Pictures!
i still love this picture. :D

our twilight version. RAWRR~ :D

Brunei's next top model. :D

SHAKE BANANA SHAKE! =P

S.O.S ;D, RACHEL!

Pat ; my alarm clock ;)

Leon ; "fat GIRL" :D

ANGELA!


Michelle.

Team D. (:

&i'm out!
muchLOVE!
chyi(:

Saturday, June 20, 2009

i'm back! :D


The word for the day, "kawaii" :D

Youth Camp was one word, AMAZING! :D
i had an AMAZING encounter of GOD and experience there
not to mention, the fun&the laughter i had.

i'll post about it & pictures tomorrow
right now, me lazy :D

muchLOVE!
chyi (:

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Yipee! :D


Youth Camp's tomorrow! (:

YIPEEEEE! :D
4days.

please, headaches , go away tomorrow.


i'm lazy :D
will post when i'm back.


i remember this! (: siloso Beach
i miss the Singapore trip last year (:

muchLOVE!
chyi (:

Sunday, June 14, 2009

BOO yaa!



HOLIDAYS ARE HERE! :D

i'm going miri, very soon. Today. will be back by tomorrow or tuesday? (: before Youth camp :D
soo, i'll blog when i have time & a comp that i can use. there. :D
&i'm out!

muchLOVE!
chyi (:

Friday, June 12, 2009

memories

HELLOO! (:
this morning, had Additional Maths class. i was exhausted for waking up so early this morning. this few days, nothing much happened. i practically stayed at home unless there's tuition. for the headaches kept coming back. at least today is not so bad. just a slight one. (:

tomorroow's Talentine! good luck to all participants tomorrow. (:

back to the good old days
Form2


Form 3

Form4

& Now, Form 5




gonnaa miss =/
soon!

&i'm out! (:
muchLOVE!
chyi (:

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

holidays are coming? :D

i still. do youu? (:
HOLIDAYS are comingg! :D
imissyouu,kim mei!(:

i'm lazy. to blog (:


so,i'm out! :D








& ilooked away, cause i don't want that feeling back again.

muchLOVE
chyi (:

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Sports day! (:


In the morning, i had lessons. after lessons, straight i went to lunch then to the SOAS padang for the Sports day. had march past, then cheered for Hollis. my voice is partially gone. :D. overly hyper today =P. Overall : Danson came in 1st, then followed by Macdougall, then with Cornwall & last but not least, Hollis (: ooohh, wells.
AWESOME-NESS today? :D

a few pictures of the day:


Joyce Wong ;


Felix Lee



Carmen Phuah



Fadli

Just Life
if things are gonna be happening like before, it will be hard for me to believe. cause i never knew, youu were like that, till Today. (:
seeing it this way, i'm tired of playing. i'm tired of standing there. i feel like quiting the game we're playing. .



Just now:
thanks, Joyce for being there for me, when i need a lift. (:
not to mention, Carmen Phuah too for the listening. (:




- i thought i've let youu go. .
just tell me whyy? (:


all this while, i've been lying to myself.
I lost. (:
& i found out only Just today

i needaa talk!



muchLOVE!
chyi.

&the truth reveals all (:

DANSON rules the game!

WE won! DANSON won! Woohoo~ Immanuel quite slow today as he's not a short distance runner but, YEA! I love you man! You're great! And Shan Wee, Lennard, Adeline, Sii ya& lots more did a great JOB! Ooops, WILLY did a great JOB as well!
Joann CAME! I was surprised to see her. Thanks for coming!
Again, wanna said that ANITA, I love you! You're great!
CHMSKB,CHMS,ST.GEORGE,CHMS came also, plus our X-SAS. THEY're great!:)

I just came back& going out for dinner later on around 7.

Chyi, you my best best fren, girl! I love you. Always will! So don't be sad. You still had me, right? HahaX. &of course KIMMEI!


I missed her!

&thanks CHYI for comforting me! I got last! I was damn sad for that. But yea, STILL Jia Chyi& Carmen were there.

I hope CALLY is okay! PEACE!

& Lennard as well. He fell down but yea he run damn fast!

Hope everyone& everything is okay!

Going mall tomorrow! <3


Joyce:)

changes

First, Good morning~ today's sport day. Hmmm~ go danson! Good luck to Sii ya, Tina, Adeline& is it michelle? Sorry Idk. But yea~ I knew you all can do it! Kambateh:)

After reading Chyi's post, I felt that many really had change this year.
1) Chyi's braver now. ^^
2) Best friends with Carmen&Kimmei.
and a lot more... just too many to mention.

& there were loads of things that made me unhappy&miserable this year. I had never felt this way before. How I wished that this is just a dream. The truth is I lost myself.

I had also lost my justice judgment.

Ching chong; I was known that. Is it a good thing? Cause if I'm then how about those in Taiwan? KL?

If I really am then I'm sorry then. It's not that I wanted to be want, right? It hurts a lot when your once best friend said that you're one and those who didn't even know who the hell one's is, judge you. Because they don't have the right to do so. Are they prettier? better? or worst?!
I'm who I'm, I never fake to be one! So PLEASE,stop all those VAPID comments as the more you comment, you made people think that you're just another futile&ignorant person. :)

Hurt...

I note again that I'm not a CHINGCHONG. &acting cute is never found in my dictionary as I hate them too. Judge me again& I'll prove you wrong. LOSER!

Being handsome doesn't mean that you comment ones. Think twice maybe thrice as your brain is not functioning well, before you speak. Words could hurt&made ones remembered after many years.

KARMA does exist. Remember that.

I would took those comments as advice& made myself a better person in the future. Thanks for letting me know how much I had annoyed those who think they were a saint in form 3,4&5. I know who you are& I found you all deplorable. :)

Thanks Chyi,Carmen, Cally, Kimmei, Ah liang, my sis, Angela that tried their best to cheered me up. Especially, Chyi&Kimmei. :) I love you all:) Really!

A special thanks to Ah liang for saying that I had grown up. I love you! Frens4eva, though you don't believe 4eva but yea I'll made you believe it. :)

&the V3 in CHMS, some of them, thanks for being my frenz since primary 6:)

I thanks GOD, cause HE gave me those BESTFRENZ that would loyal and sweet.

Though knowing her is the worst thing that could happened in my life, but still wanna thanks her for giving some good memories. And I would always adored that. But those hurtful things that you had done, I would never ever forget as well:)

Once you're not any better.


the moments I miss~


the one I love<3

Last but not least, I love him! 王子;邱胜翊.


Joyce:)

Saturday, June 6, 2009

just tell me whyy? (:


Kim Mei's off to Malacca! (: she'll be back when school's reopen. :D

school today, was the usuals. had assembly for an hour. prize giving to the tracks & fields winner that was on the Tuesday,Wednesday&Thursday. (: Then, went back to class & resumed with normal lessons. hmm, didn't study much today. Malay, we did the banyak makna thingy. well, Physics, we checked our mid year exams mark so that it may be enter correctly into the report books! =O. i haven showed my dad my papers. =P. D & Add Maths did study. & last period, teachers had staff meeting. DANCES*! :D. went home, took a showerr & headed off to YDM. (:

"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified ; do not be discouraged,for the LORD your God will be with wherever youu go" - Joshua 1:9.

i Learned a lot of lessons this year. i'm currently having a trip now. cause everything's returning as back to before again. when those times hit me down, real badd (:


Tomorrooww,sports day! good luck to all participants tomorrow (:

&i'm out!



__ inever knew those words would hurt that much. just tell me whyy? (:
i'm in LOVE with the song,
You found me- by The Fray. (:


muchLOVE!
chyi (:

Friday, June 5, 2009

Tired

This morning I was supposed to go English tuition but then, my maid told me that my dog was gone, i was like? What the HELL?? My precious baby! I walk around the neighborhood while messaging carmen that i was not going tuition as I was really sick& I lost my dog! As I mention, I was sick, I still go and find my puppy. You can see how much I love him right?! I couldn't find him. I started crying like hell. I screamed at everyone except senz that went to skul&my other two god-sis that were still sleeping.
My mom decided to drive me around the neighborhood to find him.
We found him! He went to a malay ppl house and played with their kids! What the hell right? But still I am very happy that WE found him! Once again, I love him hahax!

And yea, I found another song today:)

趁早 before it's too late

到后来才发现爱你是一种习惯
我学会和你说一样的谎
你总是要我在你身旁
说幸福该是什么模样
你给我的天堂
其实是一片荒凉
要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好

要是我早可以和你一刀两断
我们就不必在爱里勉强
可是我真的不够勇敢
总为你忐忑为你心软
毕竟相爱一场
不要谁心里带着伤
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好喔--------
爱已至此怎样的说法都能成为理由
我在这样的爱情里看见的
是男人的软弱
我可以永远笑着
扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要
想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉
继续为爱讨好
冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了
想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好
忘了就好

I just found out that loving you is just a habit of mine,
And lying is what I learn from you,
You had always wanted me to stay by your side,
And tell me what happiness supposed to be,
But what you give me is actually a desolated place rather than heaven.
If I was cold enough to make a clean break,
then we would not be going through so hard now,
but I'm just too soft to do it, kept worrying about you,
because we loved before so I don't want a hurtful memories between us.

I could always smile and be a supporting role of yours,
and you would never noticed my torment,
If you dont want and wanted to quit, please be fast as I never said that I wanted you till the end,
I could just let go my feeling, and still love you,
looking at your arrogant with my cold eyes,
If its hard to go one, and wanted another one please be fast,
though I still yearn madly for your hug,
I would try to forget bout it.

Love until now could be another reason,
In this kind of situation I saw the weakness of a man.
:)

hahax It's just another great song!! :)

some of the lines were my feeling as well:)

Joyce:)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

开始懂了

today,i found a song that i really agreed with it. :0 I love it. Its a chinese song but I'll just translate it to English.
我竟然没有调头
最残忍那一刻
静静看你走
一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔
是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的
不由人的
何必激动着要理由
相信你只是怕伤害我
不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了
也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了 快乐是选择
I didn't walk away when I saw the most breaking heart part,
It's so not me that silently seeing you walk away,
Now then I know, people could be so soft,
Love is just like water, we can't stop it from flowing away,
So what's the point of being aggressive.
I believed that you're just worried that you would hurt me instead of lying to me,
because when you really love before, how could you let go so easily,
but when I'm awake, it announced that happiness would never come,
Used your broken heart and your smile to forgive, you would walk out from it anyway,
It's good to have yesterday though tomorrow would be alone,
and I finally knew that, happiness is a choice.

Isn't it a great song? :)

I'm SICK:(

Green Environment day



This morning, i managed to force myself out of bed. Half awake, i grabbed the clothes that i had laid out and headed to the bathroom. & i realised today was environment day. School seemed like trees coming alive,walking around. or Little Elves busily helping Santa Claus to prepare children's present before christmas.



headed to the hall. & listened to a talk about environment. halfway, i was folding origami :D. taught by Carmen Phuah! :D. went back to class, waited till 11.30. then Tug of war. well, Danson won Cornwall & Macdougall won Hollis. (: finals on Sports day. went home. had quick showerr. then Malay Tuition! (:

Joyce Wong

Carmen Phuah



- Speechless,when youu're there. .
just tell me whyy? (:


&i'm out! :D

muchLOVE!
chyi (: