ready, get set, don't go. . (8) (:

we stay awake till everyone falls asleep. .

all for one, & one forr all. . (:

i looked back to the past & i realised i made a lot of mistakes in my years in secondary. yet, these mistakes ended up with valuable lessons about friendship,trust & love. (: thinking about the times, i stupidlyy did, makes me laugh& i ask myself " whyy did i do that in the first place?" Growing up as teenage girls isn't easy. I remember the time in primary, i so desperately wanted to grow up & get older. Now, i miss every single moment of it. In my secondary years, i met people that brings different type of memories in my life. I met the best friends, that i can trust, i can run to & understands me for who i am. During these years, i came to know Christ & HE changed me inside&out. that was the best thing that has ever happened. Thinking of the new step of journey ahead of me, brings BOTH the feelings of excitement&anxiety trigger over me. In a few months time, my journey in Brunei is ending. new life, new friends, new atmosphere. I'm afraid i might stumble & fall again. I'm afraid i'll change&not recognize the person in me anymore. I know i'll miss my girls real badd, even if we're like 2 hours car journey away from each other.

i'm writing this, cause it got me thinking when Cally messaged me the otherr day about somethingg about leavingg & stuffs. I actuallyy cried when she said that, for no reason at all. the feeling of leaving makes me sad.
well,i still have till july then i'm off. so forr the time beingg, i'll spend as much time as possible & to enjoy the time here. (: I'll let God lead me & guide me, through the journey. My plans, my futures, is all in HIS loving hands. (:

thanks girls, forr being here forr me. through the roller coaster life that i've been through. . (:

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

add a lil' spice. .(:

days after days, turns into a week or two, after all those waiting, finally results are out today. I didn't expect it will come out today. cause i was alreadyy sick of waiting& it is also a saturday. then who knew, the next thing i got a call from cally & she told me results were out. i literally completely went blank. i got stuck in words& my sentence jumbled up when i decided to answer cally. HAHA. i didn't even have the mood for lunch, then i flew off to school. begging my mum to send me there. well, results are not what i expected, but i'm satisfied with what i got. If this is God's will, then let it be. (: so, now, whats my next step? i'm not sure myself. I know, A levels is already a confirm NO-no for me. I'm probably off to Miri for the july intake. have to finish off my piano exams first. ): i'll be like dying of boredom waiting till july to study. i can't even go back miri to learn drivingg, cause i have noo time. ): But i'm afraid that i will make the wrong path on the course that i will be taking. will see. leave it all up to God's hands. (:


muchLOVE,
chyi(:

funky,yo (:

HELLOO! (:
sunday has been a really busy day for me. had the charity bazaar which was pretty tiring & then straight to the mall to watch Spy next door with Carmen & Kim Mei. Spy next door , a good good movie to watch. :D. lucas till is in it. & he's soo soo freakingg OH MY GOSH! :D. Kim Mei who apparently was "lucky" to be sitting with me, forr i was sitting in between both Carmen&Kim Mei, had to suffer from my hittings when Lucas Till came out. sorryy, kim mei! :D. too excited bahh. we hang around & so this awesome funky looking glasses. at first, when i wore it, it looked nice, but after a while it looked funny. (: went home & had a nights rest.

Monday was pretty tiring. i felt tired every waking moments on that day. I felt that my energy is draining away everytime i woke up from naps. but at night, there's soo soo much eneergy in me.

todayy, had lessons at one , then head out, to watch daybreakers with Carmen, Derrick, Kim Mei&Wai Meng. I must say it was not a bad movie, but it scared me pretty good in it. Kim Mei got scared not because of the movie, but because of my screamings. OOPPSYY! :D Overall, i didn't like the ending. (:

the KFC ice-cream dude. :)

Animal race. (:

funky glasses. :D

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

imissthesunshine):

its pouring rain again. ): i miss the warm sunshinee.
please please rain go awayy(8).
the best of 2010, i'm slowly regaining my strength! balababpapa! :D
i had my first CADM yesterday & BOO! i had fun & i enjoyed myself. (:
had fun with the girls before that. ;) , i haven seen them forr quite some time, so it was great seeing them. :D
&YDM today was awesome,as usual (:

tomorrow's gonna be another busy day.

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

because everyday, i take a step away & realizes that youu're fading away bit by bit. . :)

:)

Happy b'day my dear alarm clock!
PATRICIA! :D
i have no idea how i've met you.
however,its awesome knowing youu. (:
be my alarm clock this year again for youth camp, again, yes? :D

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

its time to take a new step ahead. (:

i haven't seen youu girls for ages, where are youu? ):
okaay, not really ages, but still. ):

Helloo!
2010 didn't start off well, but i still can manage to hold on. (: anyways, last week wasn't much. went out, sleep,eat, play ,online & i decided to get all bored, i started watching the DVDs that are in my house. well, YDM started last saturday & it was greaat to get back to YDM. currently, i'm waiting for the O's results. don't know how it would be like. Won't be studying in Brunei for A levels though, most probably am leaving in July for the late course in Curtin, cause my parents wants me to finish my piano exams ): or i would be like studying now. OOHH wells! i wanted to go KL , but its a BIG no-no from my parents. well, Kuching was my second choice, but a "see first" reply was all i got. :D. well, whatever happens its all in God's hands. (:

a warm belated b'day greeting to Fadli Zaini.

its reallyy awesome knowing youu. Though i've only known youu for a year,its great fun to have youu around. My karoake Bleeding Love singing partner, the funny times. :D


am going out soon, gotta get ready. (:
till here.

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

-even if my world falls, i will say
Above all, i will live for yourr glory. . (8)

byebye 2009!

ready to take on any challenges thats coming in 2010. (:

i'm excited that 2010 has just begun! :D
BRING it on!(:

MEOW Felix! Good luck in Kuching. ):

Good luck to Teo in KK too.
All the best!

gonna M-I-S-S!
muchLOVE,
chyi(:

2010! :D

I'm going miri tomorrow till the 28th. to clean up my brother's messy place. ):,"thanks" BRO!:D. by the time, i'm back, i don't think i have my mind to blog. (: cause i'm lazy. :D

so, wanna wish all a happy new year.
its a new beginning

forr me, i only hope for a better year in 2010. 2 years straight, 08&09' wasn't the years that i picture it to be.it has been filled with a lot of emotional moments from way up to ultimately way lowest point. (:
like i said before, this moments, have made me a stronger person. & not to forget, i have people , youu know who youu are. ;), who pulled me up & made me stand up again. Not to forget, this year's youth camp, has really made me open up to a lot of things that has been trapped in my heart. (:

i'm ready & pretty excited for this upcoming year. I would definitely say, next year, would be a hugh gigantic leap for me. (:

mayy all have an awesome new year. (:
put the past behind & take a new step to a new beginning.

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

i'm trading my sorrow,
i'm trading my shame
i'm laying them down,
for the joy of the LORD. (:

][ for who youu are.

merry x-mas(:

A warm greeting to all.
Wishing all a merry x-mas! (:
May we remember the day, when Christ was born.

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

& we sing " santa claus is coming to town"

here i go.

am flying to KL tomorroow. (:
be back in a week. :D

muchLOVE,
chyi(: