eeniee meanie

Hello y'all. :))
yes, i'm currently in miri which most of youu know. i missed youu all peeps eenie meanie bits. :))

i'll update soon.
right now, i'm just trying to settle in comfortably. fyi, im still in my grand dad's place. got a look at my new house living with 4 other girls. my room's really comfy & everythingg. :) am moving in on sunday. cleaned it up today itself. :D

until next time

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

reality

Joyce, thanks forr the post. i miss youu alreadyy! D: i can say a million i miss youu, cause i do & youu know, yesterday i did teared up a bit when youu left, i just didn't show. when Kim Mei came back, i smiled like i'm aites. Because i don't like people worrying about me. :))
youu've been the best friend all along. & hope we continue to stay that way. How many times i have tried to hide the things in my heart not wanting anyone to know, youu knew. & no matter how silly & stoopid i have been, youu still listen cause youu care. & thats all i need. :))

i can read youur letter tomorrow. & i got feeling i'm gonna CRY. will text youu tomorrow when i'm leaving! :))

iLOVEyouu. :))

&&Callyy, thanks forr the sortaa surprise farewell dinner tonight. i was all HUHH but i did enjoyed myself. :))

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I never knew this day would come, that i'm finally leavingg. Even its a 2 hour drive away, its just sad to live after how many years living in Brunei. I didn't want to accept the fact that time's moving on & i'm growing. I guess i'm still afraid to face the world. However, reality soon hits me today. I guess all i can do now is just cherish the moments i had here.

Thanks for everything. :))

muchLOVE,
chyi :))

coconut heads.

Credits to Rachel. :))

Hello pEEpo! :))

its been an incredible week this week. & i'm enjoying every bits of it. :D

Friday (23/07/10)
Went to catch a movie, The Sorcerer's Apprentice with Cally & Joyce at night. it was great seeing them againn. :)). After movie, i went over to Rach's house to sleepover again. :D. Its a crazy NIGHTT. Laughing over COUGHS*. ;)) ourr lil secret. =p.

Saturday ( 24/07/10)
After the previous late night & laughing our energy out, i had to wake up early, cause i had to go home early, do the house work as my mummy's still in Miri. i was freakingly exhausted. i barely could open my eyes. didn't take a nap, & went to Rach's house in the afternoon. Then, we went to YDM. had my last YDM. So was Jess. ): i'm gonna miss having YDM's on saturday. ): its been always one of the places where i can be all silly & be comfortable with it. :)) & Pat, gave me a present (a teddy bearr & a picture frame with a collage of pictures in it), it made me teared up. Thanks,Pat(L) :)) I cleared my eyes hoping my dad won't see & went to the 3G reunion, with Felix picking me up from Booker. =p. Went to capers. had greeeaat fun that night. :)) & Joyce gave me this lil doll & star chain from Thai. as well as a letter, but i can't read it yet, until i'm on my journey to Miri. :))

Sunday ( 25/07/10) -today
went to church, YOUTH sunday. i was supposed to be Ushering but i ended up in the choir. :D. i had greaat funn! :D. then, i had lunch & went around with Janice , Ashie & their friends. :)) thats about it

muchLOVE,
chyi

2more days & i'm countingg. :)
-i'm 3/4 way to packing. ;)

cause its time to go on & follow as time continues to tick away :))

teens time. :)

Helloo peepos :)

I'm wiped out, due to too much laughing & being all randomly hyper with Rach in the middle of the night. :D. If youu're currently in a state of confusion whats going on, I went to sleepover at herr place. It all started carrying the box of board games out. =p. from there, we started laughing off sincee. Her room became topsy turvy. :D. then we began taking random pictures after movies & board games. =p. it was funn! TOMORROW night am heading over herr place again, its gonna be a CRAZZY night. :D. hopefully i wont be too tired the following day, & be all blur in YDM on saturday. As well during the 3G reunion.

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And in the end, it's not the years in yourr life that counts. It's the life in your years. - Abraham Lincoln :)

muchLOVE,
chyi :))

reaching out

This week:

CADM

apparently, its my last CADM that friday ( 16/07/10). i'll miss having CADM on fridays. ): it will be weird not dancing on the fridays. anywoots, its greatt being in theree. :))

YDM

YDM's having the 40 days of Love & it is rather inspiringg :))
To show yourr love & care to the peepo around youu each week.
i inboxed Yvonne & caught up with herr :D.

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This week, i have been lost & insecure. i had a couple of sleepless night & just pretended everything was okayy the next day. its kindaa hard to explain

That day during worship in YDM, the song 'unashamed' struck me. :)

And I know I'm weak
I know I'm unworthy
To call upon Your name
But because of grace
Because of Your mercy
I stand here unashamed

I can't explain
This kind of love
I'm humbled and amazed
That You'd come down
From heavens heights
And greet me face to face

Here I am at Your feet
In my brokeness complete

a couple of night later, i broke down & cried. for others it may be a coincidence that ' at the cross' & 'amazing love' appeared on my phone when i was listening to it on shuffle mode. but i believed it was a message. After that, i felt warmth around me & i felt so much better. I got a message from somewhere saying something like, " do not worry about yourr future so much. Put all your faith on God. Have a good night rest tonight" & i did :)).

i'm so much better now.

Joeanne's farewell.

right after YDM, went to Joeanne's place for her farewell. she left for Singapore already on Monday by the way. had fun. :))

FELIX is back! He lied to me, that baboon BABII! :)) but i found out anyways. ;P. well, i'm gladd that he is back. =p

Tomorrow am going over to Rach's house to sleepover. ;). can't wait. :D

muchLOVE,
chyi :))

PSST! Joyce Wong, i miss youu too. ):

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][ for the greatest of all is LOVE. .

God's Love keeps me moving on. :))
-i'm amazedd!

Lobster. ;P

yesterday (11/07/10) fun in the sun was awesomee. :D
went over to Rach's place at around1 first, then we both went to meet up at SAS. It was the noisiest yet the fun bus ride ever. were all singing random songs. It was funny.
Coming back from Muara beach, the bus ride was as hyper as just starting.

my camera died halfway ): cause i forgot to charge before i went.
anywoots, it was a greatt day at muara beach. =p.
just a few Pictures ahead from facebook tags:

S.O.S partner in crime. (;

malas upload, go check em'out. =p

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

psst! i Snipped my hair, notice the difference. ;D

like a coloured rainbow smile ((:

I came across this, & it made me smile. :)
If you look deep enough you will see music; the heart of nature being everywhere music. -Thomas Carlyle


so far so good. i still have 2 in a half weeks left here in Brunei. making the best out of these 2 weeks. I was planning to come back on my birthday after a week of orientation, but i can't. bummer. ):

Anywoots,
I'm disappointed that Germany lost yesterday. i stayed up all night just awaiting that match. However i have to admit Spain did really well that night. :) Though, still supporting Germany to get 3rd. ;P. as for the finals, I'm betting on Spain. :D. c'MON!

someone's going to bangkok for a week. have a safe trip & enjoy yourself,yo. (L)

thats all.
muchLOVE,
chyi

cause when youu leave it all behind, it all drifts away :)

i'm more hotter. ;D

so, a lot have happened this week. lemme recall.
LAST saturday (26th June '10), YDM's youth connect was like a football day. Basically we had games which is something about football. The most i enjoyed was the human foosball(sp?)=p. Overall everything was GREAAT! i was in team England. ;). Sadly, we din make it to the finals which will be playing on Fun in the sun, but i still can't wait for it. ;D.


wednesday ( 30/06/10) - i went over to Joyce's place, & finally hung out with her over there, after "a million kabillion zillion years" not seeing herr. it was really greaat. had a lot of fun. watched shutter island which the girl with the freaky eyes like a doll still haunts my mind, but the movie's goodd except for the ending. i think i still need a couple of times to ACTUALLY get the whole story straight. =p. i stayed over her place for a night. then the next day, watched movie (Knight & Day). enjoyed myself

friday (02/07/10) - CADM started after for a long timee. learned something new, the 'jazz-walk'? HAHAA. i was horrible in it. practice makes perfect. ;p. i hopee. =p

Today, YDM was awesomee, as always. :) my comfort place. then watched eclipse with Rach,Kim,Elle,Pat,Mel & Joanne & snuck our Mcdonald's dinner in. ;). first time watching with the noisiest pack ever, but it was funnyy. :). the movie's not really what i expected, but the fighting was not too bad & Taylor Lautner ;). anywoots, i did enjoy myself today with them. :)

going miri tomorrow till monday ):

muchLOVE,
chyi :)