thoughts with Love.

Along the road,
i fell, they picked me up.
i gave up, they pushed me to run
i was wrong a million, billion times, they forgave
we fought, we laughed, we cried, we argued but we came a long way until today.
i still made mistake, cause i ain't perfect.
but youu accepted me that way.

this couple of days, i have been in a minor breakdown but they never fail to cheer me up. :) x
& all the hurt, the wounds are slowly poofing away. (:
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after the incident, the drama & everything, i couldn't find the confidence in me anymore to step out into this world. Everything changed, this year, recently, i met a bunch of extraordinary peepos, got closer to some peepos & still have the best time with Joyce&Cally. it brought my confidence back. :).

my so-called neighbour now ;D
playing Arne with her was really fun. (;
she's a really great company. :)

this i shall rememberr. (;

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SO,
here's another special person,
who have given me all the advices i need
when i feel like giving up, she would be just a call or text away to boost me back up.
she knows the right words for me, when i need it.
Eventhough sometimes she can be a little PERASAN, thats her & i love her that way. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
LOH KIM MEI
may youu have a great 17th birthday. :)
be filled with blessings & joy.

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OHHH & YVONNE CHU! i miss youu, my twin. ): having lunch, window-shopping, & HAVING my nails painted, laughing really loudly in yourr old antique car & making youu extra blurr.
good luck forr yourr classes in KL on Monday.

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

just there

no matter how stoopid youu think things are,
no matter how hard is to express it,
no matter how wrong youu thinkk youu are,
they're there. no matter what.
thats the beautiful magical thing about friendship. (:

iloveyouu.

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

what can i say noww.. (:

SCREW IT! - i'm just STOOPID thats all. ((:

tired of being all happyy when i'm not. :))

24 more days, shu en. (;

17 years of Life.

Happy birthday, Carmen Phuah! ((:
may youur birthday be filled with joy & Love.



i'll always remember the random-est korean singing of youu. (;

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

Be inspired!

i like staring at the raindrops.

Rain, rain please come.
the weather's killing me. (:
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When times get hard,
i asked myself,
what did i get myself into.

i tried to count on my own strengths
to keep walking on from the troubles,
from all the confusion,

after walking for a long time,
i looked behind & saw that i'm still near,
from where all the chaos still is.

I was tired, exhausted
yet, i still can't find any peace in me.
i was still lost.

gave up, surrendered
laid down & wait
for all to trample on me.

But i saw a light from the distance,
drawing to me,
giving me that warm feeling.

At that moment, i finally could rest.
i didn't hear any sound around me,
a still yet peaceful silence.

That instant,
it was all over,
the fight, the chaos was defeated

I heard a whisper in my ears,
& knew that everything was alright
overcame all.

In my heart,
i knew that it wasn't with my strength
that i was able to walk through all.

Jesus was there.
to carry me through all
accomplished the impossible.

trust in HIM, HE loves youu. (:

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BE INSPIRED. (:

Be inspired by the lil things in life, cause this lil things may bring a GREAT impact in your life.

I finally saw Carmen Phuah that day.

after like ages.
had lunch with her & Joyce.

i'll send the photos as soon as i find my camera cable, its somewhere. =p

muchLOVE,

chyi. (:

frustrations

everyday, i wake up & struggle to get myself up.
i wonder, what if, what if what if. .

i slammed my piano the other day, cause i was so stressed out on the exams. i couldn't get anything right, my fingers just jumble & stumble.&i ended up weeping on the piano. .

there was another thought in my head too. . & i didn't really know what to do.
i was doubting everything. unsure, unsecure. .


i just don't know whats up with me this days.
i'm tired, i'm sick, i just struggle to find something to do.
my head was filled with negative thoughts & failuree.
i was losing hope, losing sight. .
everything was just not going rightt. .


then, i came across this words todayy
Romans 8:24 - 25][" for it was by hope that we were saved ; but if we see what we hope for, then it is not really hope. For which of us hopes for something we see? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience."

& i broke down, cried and prayed. (:
after that, i felt so much better.

yes, i know youu're thinking, whats with herr. well, i have my times too. (:

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

they're the friends that will just run far with youu. (:

iLOVE! :))

we blast our week togetherr

i had a blast this whole week. :))

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

i smile just hearing that instrument. (:

extraordinary (:

did youu paint-coloured rainbow in my heart? :)

This song appeared out randomly when my itunes was on shuffle mode.& i was 'hmmm, nice.' cause i never paid attention to that song, when i STOLE it from kim mei. so i listened to it again, this time paying attention to the lyrics, it actually brings tears in my eyes when i heard it. okay i'm weird, but yeahh. (:

No Boundaries.
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!

So hear I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries
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i miss youu! ): sorry for being so distant this few days. i miss having random conversations with youu. hope to see youu soon. L-O-V-E. (:

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

all for love, the Father gave,
only love, can make the way. (:

Happy easter everyonee. (:

Wishing all a Happy Easter day with LOVE. (:
The day when Jesus was risen. HE overcame the gravee.
after the death on the cross,for us. (:

-i'm amazed. :)

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

it was the bomb. (:

HELLO WORLD. (:
today is Good Friday. the day when Jesus died on the cross for us. (:
when youu look on the cross, remember the LOVE that HE has given on that cross. .
YOUU ARE SAVED! (:





i know i'm a week late. but yeaahh as always, YOUTH CAMP was awesomee. (:
this year, it was much different. it was at the SAC instead of SAS. Instead of sleeping in classes with fans, we slept at the parish hall. & the showers were like so-called bootcamp, as there were made of wood & canvas? but it was not so bad after a while. :D.
I was in Basalt. & i had great fun. from pyramids, to trust fall, 3 kakis, captain ball && building newspaperr houses? HAHA. ours had a lake, with a boat & we had a lawn too. (; .
Session was really good. we had Pastor Joshua Liong as our speaker. The session that was shared really reflect on my life, my situation that i've been going through. It really spoke a lot to me. four days just went reallyy quickly. ): well, made new friends & at least, my last youth camp forr me, it was memorable. (:

some pictures below, most of it in facebook. check em'out. (:

Our pyramid. :D

L-O-V-E. (:

i'm VANESA CHU for two days. (:

my faithful alarm clock , PATRICIA CHONG, who never fails to wake me up
sorry forr being a lazy one. i just didn't get enough sleep. :D

we're the "KONG" hits head* sisters. (;

i became a David KONG for a day. :D

ta-da, our newspaper house. ASHIE's face priceless. :D

cool like that,yo. (:

kampung duty cleaning style. :D

i miss. ):

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

on Christ the solid rock i stand,
all other ground is sinking sand. . (: