Its a RAWR-ing tiger yearr. (;

Chinese new year so far, has been great! leaving out the part where i lose really badly this year. From one house to another everyday, luck seems to get worse all the time, but ohh wells, this is chinese new yearr. one moment youu go YAYY! the next, youu go yelling, OHH NOO! luck's like that! well, yesterday's luck was not that bad. i teamed up with Kim Mei & later on, i played alternately. One time, i play , the next i don't. well, it kinda works. KINDA!

Besides all those, the typical fireworks still gives me an unpeaceful feeling in me. I don't like the sound of it, but i like i the pretty-ness of it. The sound reminds me of the country having wars & we are all in danger, i have no idea why. HAHA.

tomorrow, another day! HAHA

ooooohhh! JOHN PARK made it in! HAHA. EEEEKKKS.:D

muchLOVE,

chyi(:

Eternal Love. (:

Consuming fire fan into flame,
A passion for Your Name,
Spirit of God fall in this place,
Lord have Your way,
Lord have Your way with us.

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

how many times, i've let youu down, yet youu love me.
iLOVEyouu more & more each dayy. . (:

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Chinese new yearr is just aroundd the corner. i will be going to miri tomorrow till tues. soo, wishing all a

happyy chinese new yearr & Happy Valentine's Day. (:

to all.

doubleLOVE,
chyi(:

ready, get set, don't go. . (8) (:

we stay awake till everyone falls asleep. .

all for one, & one forr all. . (:

i looked back to the past & i realised i made a lot of mistakes in my years in secondary. yet, these mistakes ended up with valuable lessons about friendship,trust & love. (: thinking about the times, i stupidlyy did, makes me laugh& i ask myself " whyy did i do that in the first place?" Growing up as teenage girls isn't easy. I remember the time in primary, i so desperately wanted to grow up & get older. Now, i miss every single moment of it. In my secondary years, i met people that brings different type of memories in my life. I met the best friends, that i can trust, i can run to & understands me for who i am. During these years, i came to know Christ & HE changed me inside&out. that was the best thing that has ever happened. Thinking of the new step of journey ahead of me, brings BOTH the feelings of excitement&anxiety trigger over me. In a few months time, my journey in Brunei is ending. new life, new friends, new atmosphere. I'm afraid i might stumble & fall again. I'm afraid i'll change&not recognize the person in me anymore. I know i'll miss my girls real badd, even if we're like 2 hours car journey away from each other.

i'm writing this, cause it got me thinking when Cally messaged me the otherr day about somethingg about leavingg & stuffs. I actuallyy cried when she said that, for no reason at all. the feeling of leaving makes me sad.
well,i still have till july then i'm off. so forr the time beingg, i'll spend as much time as possible & to enjoy the time here. (: I'll let God lead me & guide me, through the journey. My plans, my futures, is all in HIS loving hands. (:

thanks girls, forr being here forr me. through the roller coaster life that i've been through. . (:

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

add a lil' spice. .(:

days after days, turns into a week or two, after all those waiting, finally results are out today. I didn't expect it will come out today. cause i was alreadyy sick of waiting& it is also a saturday. then who knew, the next thing i got a call from cally & she told me results were out. i literally completely went blank. i got stuck in words& my sentence jumbled up when i decided to answer cally. HAHA. i didn't even have the mood for lunch, then i flew off to school. begging my mum to send me there. well, results are not what i expected, but i'm satisfied with what i got. If this is God's will, then let it be. (: so, now, whats my next step? i'm not sure myself. I know, A levels is already a confirm NO-no for me. I'm probably off to Miri for the july intake. have to finish off my piano exams first. ): i'll be like dying of boredom waiting till july to study. i can't even go back miri to learn drivingg, cause i have noo time. ): But i'm afraid that i will make the wrong path on the course that i will be taking. will see. leave it all up to God's hands. (:


muchLOVE,
chyi(: