i learned something that night.

Each and everyday, youu looked into for hope, for love, for faith. There's light shining onto your face, seems so bright, yet so extraordinary. Familiar sunlight, familiar skies, yet unfamiliar sceneries. Every night, you looked out to your window, & there are stars hanging on the night sky exist so brightly, holding the wishes that was made by people on earth.

& yes, i nearly broke down last night. i did a lil bit in front of Joyce, but i managed to still smile & that proves that i'm still standing strong.thanks, girls for everything!

sometimes, i guess life's a journey. there're roads to pick & would either bring you to a mess or not. i guess now, i'm stuck in a middle of nowhere, & would have to pick a road to move on. i guess i just leave it all in God's hands.


“Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.” -Psalms 119:105.

thats all i guess, what i'm feeling now. with GCE o' just in 4 months, i gotta stable myself & do the very best i can from distractions. (:


i came across a quote from Mother Teresa & it goes," Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love. "

so, its timeee to spread the smile! :D
i'll end heree. (:
i'm exhausted & have no energy left in me. i mean literally :D

&i'm out

muchLOVE!
chyi. (:

its over& just let it be:)

It's time to put everything in the right place. Stop liking him is the best choice to walk out of sadness. I told chyi that yesterday was the time i pick who i wanted to go for; but then this morning I decided that maybe it's the best to just let go...&move on :) Though i don't think i really tried my best on biscuit; I wouldn't regret because knowing him is the worst thing in my life. So if this is what i felt, why don't i just let go, right? So that's it.

As for the other one, if he chose his right girl why not i just let go, i preferred being wise then stupid. Letting go is the best choice and that's it :)

End of story:)
starting from this second, all the stuff that belonged to them; i would never ever care again:)

&i'm okay:)

joyce

randomly bored

& yes beingg a random me, i came across the picture above & realised what's written is truee.
i'm randomly feelingg bored. I woke up real early forr a friday this morning forr there's extra classes.
& nooww, i'm CRAVING forr foodd. :D. i havee no idea whyy i tend to get hungry easily. :D. BAD stomach! =P


OHHHOOHHH&&
HAHAA. when i'm typed "& i'm out" meaningg i'm out from this blog. i typed finish a post :D.
ohhh btw, congrats, joycee. making it in 3 events (:


& i'm out. mauu makan :D

randomlyy typed,
chyi (:
muchLOVE!

the birthday:)

I finally had some time to write bout carmen's bday:) I was freaking busy this few days:)

first we started off we some poses:) random


and then, here comes lennard, fadli&wilson. I wanted to say it out one more time, Fadli~you really really look like mickey mouse. That's a compliment man!
We got some lectures from carmen's mom. She's cool! Really! hahax :D
see how much lennard,wilson&angela enjoyed!! <:


hehe, the one i love most had come. Cards!!! We gamble...and aunty earned 10 bux and i tink half of them was from my pocket :(sad rite? hahax


the adrian!!!the lovely baby came:) he's so adorable<3


at night,karaokae:) that was what we usually do though:) hahax derrick sang:) okay?? haha


then scrabble, derrick, kimmei, adeline& chyi playing& lennard kaepoing hahaxp


DDR:) haha adeline was good kimmei also....lennard same standard as me i think no!! i m better. he thought that the better score was his but sorry it was mine hahax


and last, carmen i love you hahax

to chyi: you're out? out for? hmmm....him??
I will update kimmei's bday if i had time..:) seeyouuu...
wait!!!b4 i fgt thanks chyi!! i will jia you der!!!<3

joyce:)

& it goes on. .

when the radio turned on, the song S.O.S came out. & it brought back memories back to the beach. & POP* Rachel Teo appears in my headd. :D

now, that was a random thought. anyways, school was alright today. was energetic at the early morningg, but then macam slowly became tired & my eyelids were half-closed. :D. The computerr retest was confusingg. the left & right thinggyy.
& yes, being a sillyy me again, i tripped at the stairs at home yesterday & injured my leg, but is okay now (:

ooooohhhh. &&
goodd luckk to joyce tomorroow, in the tryouts. :).

addmaths extra class tomorroow morningg. gottaa sleep earlyy!

__ stars go twinkLe? (:

muchLOVE!
chyi. (:

&i'm out. .

Happyy b'dayy, Kim Mei! (:

thanks for the memories this past two yearrs. thanks for being a friend when in need. thanks forr everything. soo, today, is yourr special day. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D


things hasn't been going well forr me. but i guess, i'll get over in a week time.
papers are comingg back. & results, lets just sayy it was not that good. i have already expected myy 3 sciences are not going to be goOD. just hoping that my maths or language results would be satisfying.

THURSDAY which i just realised TOMORROW, computerr RETEST! SCREAMS* hopefully i make use it to pull my marks up to a pass or probablyy a credit? ohh PLEASEEEEE!







-Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forward..
-Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.. ; - Soren Kierkegaard .

&i'm out! :D

muchLOVE!
chyi. (:

HELLOO!

HELLOO! :D

Firstly i wanna wishh a happyy BEEEEEE-LATED b'day to CARMEN PHUAH! :)
she celebrated herr b'day on thursday.
& Kim mei celebratedd herrs on saturday (: which her birthday is in 2 days time.
wait forr it, Kim Mei :D. on the 27th ;D.
anyways,both was a blast :D


we do face struggles in ourr life. & has come across failures. but don't give up & just continue to have faith.
as forr me, i learn to surrenderr all to the LORD. (:

Hopefullyy joyce, youu're able to go through the struggles today
& youu know that theree are friends that will hold onto youu to keep youu standingg. (:

& that goes to all.

anyways, i'll stop here.

..I have the strength to face all conditions by the power CHRIST gave me.. - Phillipians 4:13.

muchLOVE!
chyi (:

not okay... :(

yesterday carmen celebrated her bday...i was very happy for her at the same time sad for myself. Is chyi feeling okay? i think so but somehow i still think that she missed him. And yea though he, i mean he was there but im not happy. cause i seem invisible to him. maybe he did know im there, he's just avoiding. is it? idk. I dk what is he thinking bout...and yea i dont really want to know about it. Chyi, i tink is not crush its love...cause i did really care bout him...more than i could imagine. The girls there knew that im not okay and they really tried their best to help me im felt grateful for that. especially chyi&carmen. derrick too. hahax.

Neways i still played ddr with him... hahax that's what i felt happy about, lol

and yea that's all.

Hope things would b better. rite chyi? hhaax jia you!!

XOXO
joyce

happyy mother's dayy (L) (:

wishing all mothers out theree, a happyy mother's day (:

anyways,mid yearr exams are like two days away. SCREAMS*!
pracs exams didn't go that well.
so now, i'm prayingg hard to do well forr my mid year exams paper.

gottaa now, just came back from miri. i'm exhausted. :D

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

BOOHH YAHH!

LALALAA. ohh yes, i haven been blogging forr i haven been online forr a long long time. :D. had early dismissals just now from school. so now this is the time. :D

anyways, on saturdayy, afterr YDM.
went off to Kim Mei's house. sleepoverr at her house along with joyce&Carmen Phuah for we would be going together to the bazaar the following day, which was yesterday.
The Bazaar was exhausting but at the same time,hmm, lets just say its fun. (:

to Joyce: cheerr up! HUGS! all the best & youu know that iLOVEyouu. (:
anyways,gonnaa get some rest now. (:



moments, i miss. :D

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

a bad bad day

It started well this morning with sushi as breakfast. But things was not as I wished it turned out to be. I saw him. The him that I like or you can say I love him. I was not surprised at all as I predicted he would be there the day before. I was happy when I saw him but when the girl came I knew today would not be my good day. I was very unhappy when I saw what they did to others. But I didnt do anything. Or you can say I couldn't. It really hurts cause I cried just now. Wow~ yea and now I am very down...I wanted to forget him but I couldn't. I would try to forget him; as quick as possible.
:)

Joyce:)