stars go twinkle?

byebye

2011-01-28T08:45:00.008+08:00

i miss ultimate frisbee~

i haven played sinceee...

the andi's tourney which was in the mid of december last yearr. ):

HAHA, yes i m ending it with this :))

so, i am too lazy to blog already, so i m gonna leave the blogger here. :)) maybe one day i will come back & blog again (yeaah, slowly wait lah).

so cheerios~

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

its not too late to make things rightt. :))

2010-12-31T12:52:00.003+08:00

Between those massive tumbling walls and heavy downfalls, there's a pint of sweet taste of love and care. I woudnt' dare say 2010 has been a bad yearr for me. yes, i had my heart broken during the year, but then i had my heart became brand new again. this year has been a different challenge for me. After the past two years of misery and pain, i finally found great joy and laughter during the year. I stepped down out of my comfort zone to a new chapter of life. As for me, i would like to thank all who has made 2010 a blessing yearr, especially to the one & only God almighty ((: . take all that has happened in 2010, as a memory that will be remembered for a life time.

happy new yearrr youu all. :))

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muchLOVE,

chyi ((:

a little strike of love ((:

2010-12-30T21:21:00.008+08:00

cause every time i m down, they never fail to make me smile,

cause every time i feel like screaming, it all comes out as laughter.

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so i went out the yesterday from morning till night. :DD. Sean came to fetch me,along with Felix, Cally, Thomas & Hong Kait. went to catch a movie first, gulliver's travel with them & meeting up with Joyce & Christina there. then we, except Joyce & Christina went to the beach. apparently it was raining at that time, as me & Cally were hoping that it wont' rain. :DD. we didnt mind going under the rain, but it stopped a while later,thank goodness. :DD. after thatt, they headed to my place, as Cally & I had to showerr since the shower at the beach wasnt working. After doing so, we headed out to fetch Joyce for dinner at excapade. After dinner, we went to pay Joann a lil visit, which surprise. it has been a while since i last seen her. it was great. :))

THANKS, youu all for a greatt day. & THANKS Sean for the ride the whole day.

& THANKS FELIX lee, for saying that i will fall sick, eventually i AM SICK NOW. D:

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

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even the simplest conversation, gets me smiling like an idiot.

do youu know thatt? :))

a little bit of joy here & there.

2010-12-28T12:10:00.003+08:00

hello youu all. :)). its been a while i finally could come outt. i have been shutting out some people including my family members this few days & i lied for being okay.. but all the while i wasn't. all i can say at the moment, i was having an emotional breakdown. However, now, honestly i am okayy. :)).

just wanna thank for the people around me, being patient & understanding with me. youu guys know who youu aree. youu guys have been really awesomee. youu all would try to put that smile of my face without any fail even though youu all dont know. thats a best feeling, having friends around that cares. :)) even the simple conversation, makes me laugh.

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

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if i trust youu, i will tell youu whats in my heart, so dont take me forr granted. :))

its x-mas EVE - cherish the moments :))

2010-12-24T10:22:00.004+08:00

its coming to the end of the yearr. this year has been a different experience like every other yearr. In the mid of this year, I started a new chapter of life. I remember the day i stepped out of my comfort zone to a whole new different atmosphere. Its so much different even its just so nearr my home, but its separated from a border. plus, my parents wont be around. However, this new chapter, has brought the best out of me. I had survived massive downfalls, thousands of breakdowns & millions of times being wiped down. yes, i am exaggerating, but seriously, i have been through so much, yet, i am not defeated with the grace & mercy of Christ Jesus, who will forever more be here with me :)). Not only that, God has brought me to different friends to help me through, to shade me from the heavy rain that has come down pouring above me. :))

January to July i was still around in Brunei , so here's a couple of images happening every month. the ones that i can recall. rewind to the past, what has happened through out the year:

JANUARY:

Felix left us to Kuching & Teo to KK.

Volunteered in the CHMS charity bazaar. :))

the day Joyce cut her hair short ;))

both Cally & i surprised her on her singing performance night ;))

FEBRUARY:

Chinese new yearr. :))

a night without sleep, terus go for Miri trip with Joyce them the next morningg ;))

MARCH:

Wai Meng's 17th :))

YDM youth camp - on solid rock ;))

April:

Sheng Jie left us to KL :))

CADM easter hip hop dance :))

Han Yuan's birthday

May:

a short out with Carmen after 84924328487924 years not seeing herr. :)

my last few days with Yvonne, before she left to KL. ):

beachh outing.

June:

YDM ultimate Goal

July:

crazy night with Rachel. - coconut heads ;))

YDM fun in the sun

Felix came back!

3G reunion

my last night in Brunei.

this is MIRI! :))

August:

Curtin Uni Life Party & a surprise from them. :))

the lil surprise for me back at nightt. :))

Curtin O'nite

my first frisbee hat tournamentt

VCF welcoming celebration

MGC outingg

September:

Curtin Open Day

Mooncake festival

my first volleyball competition :))

Mr.Q's surprise birthdayy

October :

John Curtin Weekend

walk for Charity

Frisbee league ended.

Gua Niah Trip with the church fellowship. :))

November:

KFC outing with the church fellowship :))

Shooting with the screen production crew for our final assignment project movie - assumptions. :))

"Ultimate is all about fun" - frisbee one day tournament.

last presentation of the yearr. :))

final gathering for the church fellowship in Uncle David's place

ourr last night of the year with Xiao Mei & Vivian & some of the rest of church fellowship ;))

Amanda's lil surprise. :DD

after exams outingg

our sem break end bbq party/ farewell

December:

Sibu frisbee tournamentt. all the way from Miri ;))

JP with them - me & felix came back Brunei :))

Joyce's lil surprise birthday :))

Brunei frisbee tournament. all the way from Miri.

family KK trip :))

met up with JOVIN in KK. looks at the big "m" sign behind ;))

met up with hieng & Jackson, dragging my brother along the wayy

his last meet up with them ;))

i thinkk thats about it ;D. thats all i can rememberr for now.

its CHRISTMAS TOMORROW. :DD

i will wish youu all by then , right now, wishing youu all merry CHRISTMAS EVE!

done yourr last minute shopping to give your friends around?

lets have the spirit of Christmas tomorrow.

the day we will always remember Jesus was born on the day!

muchLOVE.

chyii. :))

he's waiting for christmas too. ;))

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last christmas i got my heart broken, this x-mas i am trusting youu with my heart. :))

thats just it. :)

2010-11-16T09:55:00.003+08:00

hello y'all. :)

its been a long tiring week last week. A lot of things happened, which can bring a downfall in people's life. but though it happened to me, i am grateful and blessed because God has brought me to extraordinary people here, to make it through the days, the week. I do not know what would i do without them here. :)). they made me laugh till i cried, till i choked, till my stomach could have 6 packs the very next day. adding to that, they have helped me through my assignments and troubles when i needed them. :) they justt made me feel comfortable being around. :)). & yes, i am stubborn, but they were patient with me throughout & i appreciate that.

Honestly, when i first came here,i never expected so much. i thought it was just gonna be a new life, a new bunch of friends and new experience. but i gained more than that. i learned that in this world outside, youu meet different type of people. i dont have the rights to judge them either. However, some of them here brought the best out of me :).

the first sem is coming to an end in just 2 weeks. i am looking forward for the next sem. how life would be.

till here,

CHYI :)

youu got me smiling like an idiot :))

2010-11-01T20:28:00.010+08:00

hello y' all :))

assignments are still driving off the wall. most of my kawans in Curtin can easily find in the library :P. i am also seeing the usual batch there :PP.

anywoots,

the other day, i went to Gua Niah with my church's fellowship group. :) it was great fun. we stayed at Thomas & Mei Jin's house the night before, and left early in the morning. it took about 2 hours to get to Gua Niah. :) despite of my bad tummy ache on that day, i had fun :). not only that,we went to Thomas' dad's farm & had coconut. At the same time, we managed to see kerbau. :P. good experience. :DD

the other day, went swimming with Shiow Ping, Edwin, Ching Shen & Alan. :) due to my injury i had, i couldnt go and swim. ): but at least they had fun swimming :DD.

VCF had praise and worship night the other day, didnt managed to take pictures, but i had fun. :)). being a LCD projector person, is not easy ): i fail being one. but i want to thank the LORD for giving me a chance to be a commitee helper to glorify HIM :)) thanks Oguchi & Felix for helping me that night too :))

i think thats about it. :) there's a lot going on, but i guess i am just too lazy to blog :DD.

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEE! :D

thanks for being a friend in need. When i needed someone to talk to, youu would always have a lending ears. when i needed a hug to brighten up the day, youu always gives me one. :)) thanks for everything. may youu have a blessed birthday & coughs ;)).

muchLOVE,

chyi :)

Imba ; they make me enjoy frisbee more :))

one day frisbee tournament, coming soon on the 7th November.

can't wait, my leg's recovered already! :DD

long time ago

2010-10-23T22:37:00.011+08:00

ohh yes. its been a long time since i last posted. right now i am releasing all this stress i am facing, i decided to not abandon this blog and write something. anything random that pops in my head. Its coming to the end of the semester, and assignments are killer. Assignments are making me & my housemate, Apple, in the library the whole day, until frisbee at 5. D:

anywoots, a lot of events had happened. firstly, i went to an Iban longhouse, which is a John Curtin Weekend. Sadly, our group got the modern one. we wanted to feel how the traditional ones are. But overall we had fun. learning their culture, their cooking and getting to know them personally.

the rest are in facebook, check em' out. :))

Frisbee league had been going on for a month already & it has finally came to an end. I am in team IMBA. & we have the most paloii-est people around. :) Despite of all the injury and eveything, i still had fun playing frisbee and being a part of the team with them. :)) learn new experience.

apparently, i was injured on the last match & they had to carry me out the field. :P

thanks being an awesomely paloii team. youu make me feel comfortable being around.

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the craziest housemate i ever have. ;))

muaks* :P

until here. i got to get back to assignments.

i'll detail soon :))

muchLOVE,

chyi

grown ups. :)

2010-10-05T14:23:00.008+08:00

Hello all. :)

its been a week of fun, its been a week of frowns, its been a week of joy, its been a week of stress. yes, it has been a mixture of everything. toomorrow having presentation & i am not prepared for it. Ohh please help me. D:

last saturday, we had a walk for charity. For those who knows i have yet to sprained my ankle the other day again, i went for the walk. about 3 km of walk. :).

just some Photos below. :)

yes iam lazy :DD

for all the patience he has been with me :)

my housemates. ;))

notice my injured leg. ;D

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I have been here for 2 months & i didnt feel like its been two months. it went by really quickly. Because of their company and being them, they have always make my week pass like in a blink of an eyes in their awesome ways :)).

I have felt experience that i can't feel back at home. :) met different type of people & it has been an eye opener. Growing to be stronger & stronger in person each day, learning new experiences each time. :). Everyday i meet new people, who i didn't expect would be a friend when in time of needs. :)

muchLOVE,

chyi

&& YES! i can play frisbee again. LEAGUE here i come again. :PP

pictures of you & i :)

2010-10-01T12:09:00.004+08:00

i finally met up with someone the other day. ;D. she came down to miri, to pay me a lil visit.

& that person is.......

YVONNE CHU!

my KONGS* twin :))

its been a while since i last saw her. cause she went to KL for uni.

we talked & laughed & i had great fun!

Now, i still have a couple of people i have to meet up. :DD

that will be a surprise. ;)

& yes, i am SICK. i have to see 2 doctors today. one for my leg & one for my sickness. ): someone just smack me out of this nightmare. D:

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

every little falls bring a new rise. :))

life's not so bad after all

2010-09-30T10:41:00.009+08:00

Put on your running shoes, you've rested enough,

its time to run the journey of life. :)

Thank youu for putting up my frowns & cries. :)) x

its been a hectic week for me. I have been down for how many times this week. A big thanks to those who put up with my frowns & cries. :) youu all know who youu are. Other than that, Makan angin, who has been one of the best accompany i ever have, thanks for being patient with me when i was simply just throwing frisbee plate everywhere direction when i wasnt in a mood. Thanks for being like a brother to me. Thank youu for my housemates & those who helped me through when my leg's sprained, when i could barely move. Thank youu for those who made me laugh, even for those who didnt know they did, youu all did. :))

I know, you're thinking whyy are youu saying thank youu?

Because i appreciate them in my life.

when i thought i am alone, the fact i am not. :)

i dont have photos with youu all yet, so i didnt upload any,

but i do remember yoouu all in the bottom of my heart. ;DD.

Last but not least,

i thank the LORD, for HIS amazing ways, for making a way, for holding me on, for giving me strength, for bringing friends here when i have no where to run, for bringing me this far. Even if now how hard life is, I know HE is always with me, to bring me through all.

Its gonna be another week forr me, time goes with a flow. gonna make the best out of everything. :DD.

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

thats just life :))

2010-09-23T10:33:00.010+08:00

hello :DD

its been a while i have been here. :P. blame it on my busy busy life. :DD. actually is my fault. i procrastinate too much, that i leave my assignments till the last minute, when i know there's still more coming. :P. life's been pretty packed, with sports & assignments. had my first journalism assignment the other day, which was pretty pressuring. cause we had a press conference, write a report news on it, then rushed to print. we only had 2 hours to do so. & we had to run to hand it in. Apparently, it was raining at that time, so it was unlucky for us. D: but overall, it was an experience. there are so many to tell, due to my lack of writing, but but i am too lazy. :DD.. OHHH. & i gained weight. some of youu may be surprise, some of youu may know thats going to happen. apparently i went from 48 kg to 53 now. :DD. be surprised. blame it on my never ending hunger. ): HAHA. too much supper everynight. :P. please dont ask me whether i want to go forr supper anymore. :DD. on second thought, i still do want to go. i will get hungry ): then i cannot DO my assignments. alasan! :D

so, just some pictures, for some of the random moments :)) yes, this is how lazy i am. :DD.

youu got monopoly deal? ;D

dress-alike-twins ;)

ultimate! :D

editing on the beat assignment :D

curtin open day. CV booth ;D

more pictures on facebook. am too lazy to post. :P

went to burn lantern yesterday, during mooncake festivals with a couple of friends. went to release stress, my thoughts on assignments. :DD. had fun though :D.

the rest are in facebook. check em' out. :)

HAPPY BELATED MOONCAKE. :DD

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

blahblahblah

2010-09-05T22:57:00.004+08:00

i know i haven blogged a long long time, but yeah i have been busy with assignments & packed with playing sports. what has gone into me? :D

anywoots, i am having free week starting from tomorrow for one whole week. But i cant go back Brunei, cause i have assignments to do. D: & i am panicking, okay not really, but yeah, i procastinate my work. :P. nooo, gonna start being hardworking tomorrow. :))

i can do it i can do it. :P

or not....

i am just too lazy ):

i need to talk to youu ):

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

as life continues

2010-08-13T11:24:00.007+08:00

meet two of the four of my housemates. ;)

the random-nest peeps. :D

hello y'all :)

i have been neglecting this blog for a long time. i actually wanted to post something here last week, but i was just too tiredd. :D. anywoots, another week has past. i have been updating Joyce, Cally, Rach, Pat,Kim Mei & Felix through inbox in facebook. i haven yet to find a time with Yvonne to skype, cause everytime when we wanted to skype, something came up. ): need to find time. :D. anywoots, its been a so-called busy yet relaxing week for me. lectures are quite short, cause its still the first week. next week, assignments & presentations begin. right now, im trying to read the notes from the website that the lecturers post, but everything i read, my eyes go criss-cross. D: - other than that, have been joining the ultimate frisbee. HAHA. still a noob but slowly lah. ;D.

Honestly, i thinkk i have grown more here. in terms of character & independence. i have grown to be more open than before.

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anywoots, i think thats about it. going back Brunei after VCF welcoming party due to piano exams on monday. D: skipping morning classes. ): & i cant go to the SMCGC church gatheringg. ):

though, i feel funny going back to Brunei now. HAHA. but cant wait to see youu guys. :D

muchLOVE,

chyi

& RACH! I cant see youu when i go back, ):

but have a safe trip. :) ENJOY !

tell me tell me. :D

double the LOVE!

we do not remember days ; we remember moments
- Cesare Pavese

fun week

2010-08-07T23:36:00.006+08:00

its been a really fun week. & i malas update. most of them know what has been going on. :D. but yeaah. its been really greatt. anywoots, had curtin O nite just now. & i came home, with my two reallyy really hyper roommates. ;). PIASAU. HAHA. anywoots, after orientation, we will be splitting up our groups as we are taking different course. but we have each other numbers, so we still can stay in contact & see around at campus. they're the awesomenest batch ever. ;).

this are some pictures from 'USA' 'S camera. =p & from mine too. ;). i dont have the Uni life party pictures yet. ):

Curtin O' Nite :)

actually i malas upload. dont know whether youu can view USA'S picture on facebook or not. but im uploading mine now. ;)

so there. :D

muchLOVE,

chyi :)

oh wow me. :D

2010-08-03T07:21:00.003+08:00

HELLO youu all :))
i have a tumblr now. ;D. just wanna see how it is like to have a tumblr. with helped from Rach, i think i have the hang of it now. okay, maybe a lil. Getting there! ;D

so, CLICK ME
& youu reached my tumblr. ;D

muchLove,

chyi :))

eeniee meanie

2010-07-30T23:02:00.004+08:00

Hello y'all. :))
yes, i'm currently in miri which most of youu know. i missed youu all peeps eenie meanie bits. :))

i'll update soon.
right now, i'm just trying to settle in comfortably. fyi, im still in my grand dad's place. got a look at my new house living with 4 other girls. my room's really comfy & everythingg. :) am moving in on sunday. cleaned it up today itself. :D

until next time

muchLOVE,

chyi :))

reality

2010-07-27T23:41:00.005+08:00

Joyce, thanks forr the post. i miss youu alreadyy! D: i can say a million i miss youu, cause i do & youu know, yesterday i did teared up a bit when youu left, i just didn't show. when Kim Mei came back, i smiled like i'm aites. Because i don't like people worrying about me. :))
youu've been the best friend all along. & hope we continue to stay that way. How many times i have tried to hide the things in my heart not wanting anyone to know, youu knew. & no matter how silly & stoopid i have been, youu still listen cause youu care. & thats all i need. :))

i can read youur letter tomorrow. & i got feeling i'm gonna CRY. will text youu tomorrow when i'm leaving! :))

iLOVEyouu. :))

&&Callyy, thanks forr the sortaa surprise farewell dinner tonight. i was all HUHH but i did enjoyed myself. :))

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I never knew this day would come, that i'm finally leavingg. Even its a 2 hour drive away, its just sad to live after how many years living in Brunei. I didn't want to accept the fact that time's moving on & i'm growing. I guess i'm still afraid to face the world. However, reality soon hits me today. I guess all i can do now is just cherish the moments i had here.

Thanks for everything. :))

muchLOVE,
chyi :))

coconut heads.

2010-07-25T20:46:00.003+08:00

Credits to Rachel. :))

Hello pEEpo! :))

its been an incredible week this week. & i'm enjoying every bits of it. :D

Friday (23/07/10)
Went to catch a movie, The Sorcerer's Apprentice with Cally & Joyce at night. it was great seeing them againn. :)). After movie, i went over to Rach's house to sleepover again. :D. Its a crazy NIGHTT. Laughing over COUGHS*. ;)) ourr lil secret. =p.

Saturday ( 24/07/10)
After the previous late night & laughing our energy out, i had to wake up early, cause i had to go home early, do the house work as my mummy's still in Miri. i was freakingly exhausted. i barely could open my eyes. didn't take a nap, & went to Rach's house in the afternoon. Then, we went to YDM. had my last YDM. So was Jess. ): i'm gonna miss having YDM's on saturday. ): its been always one of the places where i can be all silly & be comfortable with it. :)) & Pat, gave me a present (a teddy bearr & a picture frame with a collage of pictures in it), it made me teared up. Thanks,Pat(L) :)) I cleared my eyes hoping my dad won't see & went to the 3G reunion, with Felix picking me up from Booker. =p. Went to capers. had greeeaat fun that night. :)) & Joyce gave me this lil doll & star chain from Thai. as well as a letter, but i can't read it yet, until i'm on my journey to Miri. :))

Sunday ( 25/07/10) -today
went to church, YOUTH sunday. i was supposed to be Ushering but i ended up in the choir. :D. i had greaat funn! :D. then, i had lunch & went around with Janice , Ashie & their friends. :)) thats about it

muchLOVE,
chyi

2more days & i'm countingg. :)
-i'm 3/4 way to packing. ;)

cause its time to go on & follow as time continues to tick away :))

teens time. :)

2010-07-22T17:22:00.004+08:00

Helloo peepos :)

I'm wiped out, due to too much laughing & being all randomly hyper with Rach in the middle of the night. :D. If youu're currently in a state of confusion whats going on, I went to sleepover at herr place. It all started carrying the box of board games out. =p. from there, we started laughing off sincee. Her room became topsy turvy. :D. then we began taking random pictures after movies & board games. =p. it was funn! TOMORROW night am heading over herr place again, its gonna be a CRAZZY night. :D. hopefully i wont be too tired the following day, & be all blur in YDM on saturday. As well during the 3G reunion.

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And in the end, it's not the years in yourr life that counts. It's the life in your years. - Abraham Lincoln :)

muchLOVE,
chyi :))

reaching out

2010-07-20T22:54:00.003+08:00

This week:

CADM

apparently, its my last CADM that friday ( 16/07/10). i'll miss having CADM on fridays. ): it will be weird not dancing on the fridays. anywoots, its greatt being in theree. :))

YDM

YDM's having the 40 days of Love & it is rather inspiringg :))
To show yourr love & care to the peepo around youu each week.
i inboxed Yvonne & caught up with herr :D.

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This week, i have been lost & insecure. i had a couple of sleepless night & just pretended everything was okayy the next day. its kindaa hard to explain

That day during worship in YDM, the song 'unashamed' struck me. :)

And I know I'm weak
I know I'm unworthy
To call upon Your name
But because of grace
Because of Your mercy
I stand here unashamed

I can't explain
This kind of love
I'm humbled and amazed
That You'd come down
From heavens heights
And greet me face to face

Here I am at Your feet
In my brokeness complete

a couple of night later, i broke down & cried. for others it may be a coincidence that ' at the cross' & 'amazing love' appeared on my phone when i was listening to it on shuffle mode. but i believed it was a message. After that, i felt warmth around me & i felt so much better. I got a message from somewhere saying something like, " do not worry about yourr future so much. Put all your faith on God. Have a good night rest tonight" & i did :)).

i'm so much better now.

Joeanne's farewell.

right after YDM, went to Joeanne's place for her farewell. she left for Singapore already on Monday by the way. had fun. :))

FELIX is back! He lied to me, that baboon BABII! :)) but i found out anyways. ;P. well, i'm gladd that he is back. =p

Tomorrow am going over to Rach's house to sleepover. ;). can't wait. :D

muchLOVE,
chyi :))

PSST! Joyce Wong, i miss youu too. ):

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][ for the greatest of all is LOVE. .

God's Love keeps me moving on. :))
-i'm amazedd!

Lobster. ;P

2010-07-12T21:53:00.009+08:00

yesterday (11/07/10) fun in the sun was awesomee. :D
went over to Rach's place at around1 first, then we both went to meet up at SAS. It was the noisiest yet the fun bus ride ever. were all singing random songs. It was funny.
Coming back from Muara beach, the bus ride was as hyper as just starting.

my camera died halfway ): cause i forgot to charge before i went.
anywoots, it was a greatt day at muara beach. =p.
just a few Pictures ahead from facebook tags:

S.O.S partner in crime. (;

malas upload, go check em'out. =p

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

psst! i Snipped my hair, notice the difference. ;D

like a coloured rainbow smile ((:

2010-07-08T23:42:00.006+08:00

I came across this, & it made me smile. :)
If you look deep enough you will see music; the heart of nature being everywhere music. -Thomas Carlyle

so far so good. i still have 2 in a half weeks left here in Brunei. making the best out of these 2 weeks. I was planning to come back on my birthday after a week of orientation, but i can't. bummer. ):

Anywoots,
I'm disappointed that Germany lost yesterday. i stayed up all night just awaiting that match. However i have to admit Spain did really well that night. :) Though, still supporting Germany to get 3rd. ;P. as for the finals, I'm betting on Spain. :D. c'MON!

someone's going to bangkok for a week. have a safe trip & enjoy yourself,yo. (L)

thats all.
muchLOVE,
chyi

cause when youu leave it all behind, it all drifts away :)

i'm more hotter. ;D

2010-07-03T23:56:00.005+08:00

so, a lot have happened this week. lemme recall.
LAST saturday (26th June '10), YDM's youth connect was like a football day. Basically we had games which is something about football. The most i enjoyed was the human foosball(sp?)=p. Overall everything was GREAAT! i was in team England. ;). Sadly, we din make it to the finals which will be playing on Fun in the sun, but i still can't wait for it. ;D.

wednesday ( 30/06/10) - i went over to Joyce's place, & finally hung out with her over there, after "a million kabillion zillion years" not seeing herr. it was really greaat. had a lot of fun. watched shutter island which the girl with the freaky eyes like a doll still haunts my mind, but the movie's goodd except for the ending. i think i still need a couple of times to ACTUALLY get the whole story straight. =p. i stayed over her place for a night. then the next day, watched movie (Knight & Day). enjoyed myself

friday (02/07/10) - CADM started after for a long timee. learned something new, the 'jazz-walk'? HAHAA. i was horrible in it. practice makes perfect. ;p. i hopee. =p

Today, YDM was awesomee, as always. :) my comfort place. then watched eclipse with Rach,Kim,Elle,Pat,Mel & Joanne & snuck our Mcdonald's dinner in. ;). first time watching with the noisiest pack ever, but it was funnyy. :). the movie's not really what i expected, but the fighting was not too bad & Taylor Lautner ;). anywoots, i did enjoy myself today with them. :)

going miri tomorrow till monday ):

muchLOVE,
chyi :)

best of everything

2010-06-23T22:37:00.005+08:00

i'm making the best out of everything. :)
Life's been pretty good.

&&
Rach, youu inspire me with all your photography. :))

thats what i want to say today.

muchLOVE,
chyi :)

If youu do not hope, you will not find what is beyond your hopes - St.Clement Of Alexandra

MONKEY, i haven seen youu like kabillion zillion trillion YEARS.
& i'm serious. ):

youu better appear in front of my face SOON, before..

i miss youuu! :))

double the LOVE,
chyi. :)

too much nonsense crazyness.

2010-06-16T22:27:00.007+08:00

HELLO! i got back from Kim Mei's at around 6pm just now. :) & yes, i'm exhausted, off only having few hours of sleep cause we talked too much & laughed too much. Okay, maybe i was laughing a lil too much, but it was fun. :)

i raided her kitchen looking forr food, we played jenga in the middle of the night, watched movie, played congkak & sing out loud which probably might disturb the neighbours next door. =p

OOHH & we stalked Janice Pang. ;P
i had the bomb! :))

anywoots, since Janice Pang 'requested' that since i MENTIONED her name on my blog title, i'll have to put a picture of her to know who this FAMOUS-ohh-Janice Pang is, who owes me fried eggs. :)

Apparently, she has fallen in love with the food she's holding. ;P

text youu soon. :)
go get lunch & catch a movie,yes? :D
before youu are back to school again.

muchLOVE,
chyi.

Janice owes me fried eggs. =p

2010-06-15T01:39:00.008+08:00

YES, random title. but it suddenly popped in my head. ;P. youu can thank me later Janice for remembering you. :D

OHHH!I'M BACK! :D
Miri was the usual. its no fun. ):
i'm sick of going there now. oh wells, what to do.
rested the whole day when i came back cause i was still exhausted from the trip to miri. =p. The queue was LONG. so yeah,thats why.

i'm having bad gastric pains now. ):
i'm looking for the movie, the Last song. :D

Anywoots, will be sleeping over at Kim Mei's tonight. :)
like we call it, Glee night. ;P

muchLOVE,
chyi. :)

According to some, i look like my lil sister. do i? :D

Recently,
the most common comment from my brother's friends to my brother after looking at me then back to my brother is"OH MY goodness! youu & your sister look so alike. even the character"
i'm like -.-" okaay.

&i'm off

2010-06-10T21:25:00.004+08:00

bad mood swings this few days.
without any reason, i just yell when i want to, laugh when i want to

so, due to last minute change AGAIN,
going miri tomorrow till who-knows-when. ):
will be back before the 15th that is.
missing YDM & the fun here. ):

anywoots,
don't miss me too much. (;
i'll be back! =p

muchLOVE,
chyi :)

iLove watching the raindrops hitting on my window & sliding down. :))
which i did, cause its RAAININGGGG today. :D

Thats just how it is. :))

2010-06-06T23:41:00.005+08:00

Life's like this Jenga tower. Imagine that your life's the jenga tower. everyone's trying to pull out the blocks to stack them up higher. Its like when you're having troubles or all sort, everything gets so heavy at the top. This results the tower to become unstable. If you keep trying to balance the unstable tower, youu will continue to be unstable. Then it falls. You've let go off all. Eventhough it all collapsed & fall, it will be built up again slowly. By the end of the day, it might fall a million times, yet, it will be back into one piece into a stable tower. To build a stable tower, you need to build a strong foundation at the bottom. This strong foundation at the bottom of the tower will keep the tower stable & in place. That foundation is Jesus. :)

-i got this from somewhere. (:

i don't know whether it is making sense, cause i'm bad in words.
but i'm trying to state something here.
this thing keeps going in my head. ((:

-on christ the solid rock i stand,
all other ground is sinking sand.

that song's currently singing in my head, no idea why.

HELLO.
its been a busy week for me. having lessons, going out & so on.
watched Prince of Persia with Rach today & it was really good

OOOHH OHH & Jake Gyllenhaal, RAWR, awesome (;

Most prolly might be changing date to go miri this week to settle my stuffs, from saturday till monday. skipping YDM this coming saturday. ):

thats all,

muchLOVE,
chyi :))

Look what i found. (; don't kill me,Kim Mei.
so CUTE. =P
i remember THIS! :D

_Living life extraordinary. Be passion & on fire for HIM. :))

cause when they came along.

2010-06-05T01:20:00.002+08:00

“Say cheese”, said the photographer preparing to snap a picture.

The three girls struck different poses of their own, each with their unique way. After that snap, they rushed over to the camera and either gasped or smiled seeing the picture on the screen. From the photographer’s view, it may just be three ordinary girls just wanting a picture, but to these three girls, it showed a story in the picture. Looking at the picture with admiration, the girls looked back to years ago where they first met; first taken their pictures together and first shared a magical friendship. However, there’s no difference in the pictures taken years back, maybe the only difference was their appearance and everything, but the magic in the picture that are seen by these three girls remain. As the story goes on, they’ll be going on with their separate lives to a new chapter of life, well, at least one of them is. Will they continue as like before? Stick around to find out. :))

However, it didn’t need to said, whatever happens, deep down in them, they knew they had memorable times together that no one could feel it except them.
I miss you girls. ):
see how nice, thinking of youu girls in the middle of the night. (;

_________________________________________
its in the middle of the night, i can't sleep, i'm just posting some random thoughts in my head. mind my boredom. :D
anywoots, i baked today. :D. & it was an epic FAILURE disaster. =p

muchLOVE,
chyi. :))

something out there.

2010-05-31T22:18:00.005+08:00

I just got back from miri, & it was pretty amazing. I went with my brother to VCF (Varsity Christian Fellowship) for they had Praise & Worship night on saturday. It was different from YDM, the atmosphere & everything, but it all came back to praising one God together & it is Jesus. Being the usual me, I was all quiet cause i didn't know anyone there, as youu know me, I'll be really quiet & i only smile, unless i do know youu well. but, the people there was friendly & met a bunch of amazing peepos. Other than that, I was able to come to know a good church & be prepared when i'll be in Curtin, Miri studying. All i just have to do is ask them. next time, to confirm. :). i'm really excited going to curtin. but at the same time, i will do miss the peepos here. ):

anyways,thank goodness, I do not need to clean my brother's messy room, cause i went to out with him that day. i hate cleaning his mess. ): Other than that, i went shopping, i bought a pair of shoes, a sleeveless shirt with vest & a beach shorts. thats all. didn't have much time around. cause everywhere we went, it was heavy traffic jam. Basically, i spent my whole afternoon at Parkson on Sunday. Thats where i bought my shorts. its like rainbow coloured shorts. i LOVE! :) I found my shoes & clothes in this small little bouquet shop outside Boulevard today before we left to Brunei. not bad though. it's like flats but with a lil heels & there's straps over it. :). cause my feet, the right side is one size smaller than the other. (;

till here

muchLOVE,
chyi :)

read my heart :))

2010-05-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? i could really use a wish right now. :)) x

- Airplanes : B.o.B feat Hayley Williams

going miri tomorrow till monday. :)
don't miss me too much. (;

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

thoughts with Love.

2010-05-27T00:44:00.003+08:00

Along the road,
i fell, they picked me up.
i gave up, they pushed me to run
i was wrong a million, billion times, they forgave
we fought, we laughed, we cried, we argued but we came a long way until today.
i still made mistake, cause i ain't perfect.
but youu accepted me that way.

this couple of days, i have been in a minor breakdown but they never fail to cheer me up. :) x
& all the hurt, the wounds are slowly poofing away. (:
_____________________________________________

after the incident, the drama & everything, i couldn't find the confidence in me anymore to step out into this world. Everything changed, this year, recently, i met a bunch of extraordinary peepos, got closer to some peepos & still have the best time with Joyce&Cally. it brought my confidence back. :).

my so-called neighbour now ;D
playing Arne with her was really fun. (;
she's a really great company. :)

this i shall rememberr. (;

______________________
SO,
here's another special person,
who have given me all the advices i need
when i feel like giving up, she would be just a call or text away to boost me back up.
she knows the right words for me, when i need it.
Eventhough sometimes she can be a little PERASAN, thats her & i love her that way. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
LOH KIM MEI
may youu have a great 17th birthday. :)
be filled with blessings & joy.

_________________________________

OHHH & YVONNE CHU! i miss youu, my twin. ): having lunch, window-shopping, & HAVING my nails painted, laughing really loudly in yourr old antique car & making youu extra blurr.
good luck forr yourr classes in KL on Monday.

muchLOVE,
chyi. (:

just there

2010-05-25T12:21:00.003+08:00

no matter how stoopid youu think things are,
no matter how hard is to express it,
no matter how wrong youu thinkk youu are,
they're there. no matter what.
thats the beautiful magical thing about friendship. (:

iloveyouu.

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

what can i say noww.. (:

2010-05-24T21:43:00.002+08:00

SCREW IT! - i'm just STOOPID thats all. ((:

tired of being all happyy when i'm not. :))

24 more days, shu en. (;

17 years of Life.

2010-05-12T09:47:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday, Carmen Phuah! ((:
may youur birthday be filled with joy & Love.

i'll always remember the random-est korean singing of youu. (;

muchLOVE,
chyi(:

Be inspired!

2010-05-10T11:18:00.007+08:00

i like staring at the raindrops.

Rain, rain please come.
the weather's killing me. (:
___________________________________

When times get hard,
i asked myself,
what did i get myself into.

i tried to count on my own strengths
to keep walking on from the troubles,
from all the confusion,

after walking for a long time,
i looked behind & saw that i'm still near,
from where all the chaos still is.

I was tired, exhausted
yet, i still can't find any peace in me.
i was still lost.

gave up, surrendered
laid down & wait
for all to trample on me.

But i saw a light from the distance,
drawing to me,
giving me that warm feeling.

At that moment, i finally could rest.
i didn't hear any sound around me,
a still yet peaceful silence.

That instant,
it was all over,
the fight, the chaos was defeated

I heard a whisper in my ears,
& knew that everything was alright
overcame all.

In my heart,
i knew that it wasn't with my strength
that i was able to walk through all.

Jesus was there.
to carry me through all
accomplished the impossible.

trust in HIM, HE loves youu. (:

_____________________________
BE INSPIRED. (:

Be inspired by the lil things in life, cause this lil things may bring a GREAT impact in your life.

I finally saw Carmen Phuah that day.

after like ages.
had lunch with her & Joyce.

i'll send the photos as soon as i find my camera cable, its somewhere. =p

muchLOVE,

chyi. (:

frustrations

2010-05-01T23:55:00.006+08:00

everyday, i wake up & struggle to get myself up.
i wonder, what if, what if what if. .

i slammed my piano the other day, cause i was so stressed out on the exams. i couldn't get anything right, my fingers just jumble & stumble.&i ended up weeping on the piano. .

there was another thought in my head too. . & i didn't really know what to do.
i was doubting everything. unsure, unsecure. .

i just don't know whats up with me this days.
i'm tired, i'm sick, i just struggle to find something to do.
my head was filled with negative thoughts & failuree.
i was losing hope, losing sight. .
everything was just not going rightt. .

then, i came across this words todayy
Romans 8:24 - 25][" for it was by hope that we were saved ; but if we see what we hope for, then it is not really hope. For which of us hopes for something we see? But if we hope for what we do not see, we wait for it with patience."

& i broke down, cried and prayed. (:
after that, i felt so much better.

yes, i know youu're thinking, whats with herr. well, i have my times too. (:

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

they're the friends that will just run far with youu. (:

iLOVE! :))

we blast our week togetherr

2010-04-19T23:06:00.005+08:00

i had a blast this whole week. :))

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

i smile just hearing that instrument. (:

extraordinary (:

2010-04-09T22:55:00.006+08:00

did youu paint-coloured rainbow in my heart? :)

This song appeared out randomly when my itunes was on shuffle mode.& i was 'hmmm, nice.' cause i never paid attention to that song, when i STOLE it from kim mei. so i listened to it again, this time paying attention to the lyrics, it actually brings tears in my eyes when i heard it. okay i'm weird, but yeahh. (:

No Boundaries.
Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you lost your way

And what if my chances were already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
To fight and never walk away

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!

I fought to the limit to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets?
Don't know where the future's headed
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've run every line
I've risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why!

So hear I am still holding on!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule 'cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe

Yeah! There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries!

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it's harder to believe
You make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries!
There are no boundaries
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i miss youu! ): sorry for being so distant this few days. i miss having random conversations with youu. hope to see youu soon. L-O-V-E. (:

muchLOVE,
chyi (:

all for love, the Father gave,
only love, can make the way. (:

Happy easter everyonee. (:

2010-04-04T15:56:00.004+08:00

Wishing all a Happy Easter day with LOVE. (:
The day when Jesus was risen. HE overcame the gravee.
after the death on the cross,for us. (:

-i'm amazed. :)

muchLOVE,
chyi(: